how I manage being suicidal
It’s well past 2 in the morning. This may well be a Mr. Hyde blog as I am very tired but feel the need to write. Mr. Hyde likes to write things, very bad things and depressing things at this … Continue...
View ArticleWeird dreams again and the SSF
I am having a horrible day. My day literally started at 0100. I slept for a few hours, from 2200 to 0100 and I was up for the night. I went back to sleep around dawn. Was up for a … Continue reading →
View Articlemy book
If anyone wants to read and review my book, please comment. Book is available where ever books are sold, including amazon.com
View ArticleI fired my therapist today, several times
It is really hot today and the humidity is killing me, making me really irritable. I only left my room for the usual items: coffee, food, and bathroom. I did manage to go to the bank to make a...
View ArticleDo I
Do I “Do I” is a song by Luke Bryan, one of my favorite male artists. Every time I hear the song, I wonder if my therapist and I are still a good fit. I think we are as we … Continue reading →
View Articleselected reading for CAMS
Copyright 2014, Midnight Demon p 10-11. All rights reserved. Collerone, G David Jobes is my idol. I really love his works and he is a great suicidologist. He really gets what it means to be suicidal...
View ArticleCAMS preview
Jobes For those wondering, here is what a future blog post of CAMS is about. I will be writing more about this and the SSF in greater detail.
View ArticleWhat We Ain’t Got
What We Ain’t Got This song was ruminating in my head today. I hope you will take the time to watch it. It’s by Jake Owen. I stayed up later than I should have last night but that wasn’t the … Continue...
View Articletalking therapies and other things
A fellow blogger asked about talking therapies and it got me thinking that I never really wrote about this before. I have been through most psychotherapies, but mostly to do with psychodynamic. I never...
View ArticleTwitter Rant: CAMS and Suicide
I wrote this at 0400 today. excuse the hashtags Twitter rant CAMS and Suicide I wonder if there will ever come a day when there isn’t a hierarchical relationship between client and clinician in the...
View ArticleIncompetence and needs: A story of transference
Incompetence and needs: A story of transference My therapist read my Thanksgiving Eve blog and was basically horrified to find that she is inadequate for my needs. She wanted me, again, to see another...
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